All of Me
All of Me book cover

All of Me

Paperback – June 15, 2021

Price
$8.99
Format
Paperback
Pages
320
Publisher
Square Fish
Publication Date
ISBN-13
978-1250250599
Dimensions
5.1 x 0.9 x 7.5 inches
Weight
6.4 ounces

Description

A Southern California Independent Booksellers Association BESTSELLER! BookRiot Best Children's Books about Kindness Nerdy Book Club 2019 Award, Novels-in-Verse A Literacious Favorite Middle-Grade Book of 2019 A National Council of Teachers of English (NCTE) Notable Book " If you have ever felt lost in the world, betrayed by your body or buoyed by a glimmer of hope or the glow of friendship, then All of Me could be your story, too. " ― The Los Angeles Times " All of Me is for anyone who has been in search of a tribe, in love with a friend or in need of answers to questions that they can’t bring themselves to ask. In other words, everybody. " ― San Diego Union Tribune" Astute and stunxadning. All of Me is highxadly recxadomxadmendxaded and offers an eloxadquent and often-heartxadbreakxading glimpse into the expexadrixadences of a layxadered, comxadplex and relatxadable proxadtagxadoxadnist. Readxaders will surexadly root for Ari as his stoxadry unfolds." ―Jewish Book Council "[A] beautifully written and psychologically acute debut. Readers will be glad to accompany Ari on his journey to self-discovery." ― Booklist magazine "Any reader who has felt like an outsider will be drawn to Ari’s story, which means his audience should be legion." ― The Horn Book Magazine "Baron’s free-verse poetry is immediate and lyrical, allowing us access to Ari’s thoughts and feelings in a way that prose would not. Baron’s first-person narration allows the reader to experience Ari’s pain and revelations, both of which are balanced with moments of grace and beauty....highly recommended for readers of all ages. " ― Bookpage "A unique perspective on weight loss and family told in beautiful, pitch perfect verse." ―Happily Ever Elephants Blog "Tackling such difficult subjects as anti-Semitism, self-harm, and family instability with heart-breaking honesty and grace, All of Me deftly explores the complex layers of what it means to come of age. Baron’s evocative verse beautifully expresses the depth of Ari’s feelings; he will be a lifeline to anyone unsure of how they fit in the world." ―Joy McCullogh, National Book Award nominated author of Blood Water Paint "I LOVE THIS BOOK. A moving and raw story that will stay with me." ―Remy Lai, author of Pie in the Sky "In page after page of gorgeous verse, Chris Baron tells a story of hard-won healing, self acceptance, and hope. " ―Jarrett Lerner, author of EngiNerds and the Geeger the Robot series“Chris Baron’s gorgeous debut shines with strength, vulnerability, and humor. Ari’s journey to self-acceptance is hopeful and inspiring.” ―Jen Petro-Roy, author of Good Enough:A Novel "Ari's story of love and loss and learning to live life on his own terms broke my heart and put it back together again. Beautiful and necessary!" ―Kelly deVos, author of Fat Girl on a Plane " Baron’s writing is quick-witted and full of depth, allowing complicated characters to navigate growing up, identity and struggling with heavy things ― not just body image and bullying but absent parents, self-harm, faith, first loves, interrupted friendships and more. The book is compelling, hopeful and a total page-turner. " ―The Voice of San Diego magazine"A powerful story, beautifully told. Highly recommended." ―Middle Grade Minded Blog Chris Baron is a professor of English at San Diego City College. He's also the author of the (adult) poetry collection, Lantern Tree , which was published as part of a poetry anthology, Under the Broom Tree, winner of the San Diego Book Award. He lives in San Diego, California, with his wife and their three children. All of Me is his first novel.

Features & Highlights

  • "Beautifully written, brilliant, and necessary," (Matt de la Pena, Newbery Medalist), here is a body-positive book about how a boy deals with fat-shaming.
  • Ari has body-image issues. After a move across the country, his parents work selling and promoting his mother's paintings and sculptures. Ari's bohemian mother needs space to create, and his father is gone for long stretches of time on "sales" trips. Meanwhile, Ari makes new friends: Pick, the gamer; the artsy Jorge, and the troubled Lisa. He is also relentlessly bullied because he's overweight, but he can't tell his parents―they're simply not around enough to listen.After an upsetting incident, Ari's mom suggests he go on a diet, and she gives him a book to help. But the book―and the diet―can’t fix everything. As Ari faces the demise of his parents' marriage, he also feels himself changing, both emotionally and physically. Here is a much-needed story about accepting the imperfect in oneself and in life.

Customer Reviews

Rating Breakdown

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(180)
★★★★
25%
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★★★
15%
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★★
7%
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Most Helpful Reviews

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Loved this book!!

Loving this novel in verse by Chris Baron that I chose for my one day read. The story pulled me in right away into Ari’s intense discovery of self and what defines him. The bullying at school and what he goes through inside himself about his weight is so gorgeously portrayed in verse after verse. Additionally, the descriptive verse touches deeply on many challenges Ari confronts at such a young age with absent parents, the mingling of first love, self-harm and his faith. I found myself telling Ari’s Mom to take notice and step up more, yet I could relate in some aspects to what she was going through and was utterly frustrated with Ari’s dad who wasn’t. It was commendable that once Ari started to see parts of himself melting away little by little, he seemed to plow through the additional difficulties in his life in a lovely newness. I was happy he made some good friends like Pick, Jorge and Lisa who each helped Ari in their own artsy intricate way of looking at the world (and loved how the Rabbi stepped in a bit too!). In the end, I cheered on Ari’s Mom for taking some time out to see Ari’s struggles and help him along (and I loved her artsy attitude and perseverance in her creativity!)
Favorite page: Page 106, last verse…(sigh)
Thank you, Chris Baron with endless bravos on your verse! It's not only such a pleasant breeze to read through, but utterly inspiringly!
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Amazing Book!

This was a gripping novel in verse as we follow Ari's experience with his weight, faith, and inattentive parents. Chris Baron's novels are a must-read.
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Powerful, raw.

It's really tricky to write about a character losing weight over the course of a story while they also learn valuable lessons about life and confidence and such. People are allowed to do whatever they want with their bodies, and it's not inherently fatphobic to have a story where a fat character decides to change their lifestyles and get fit. That CAN be a triumphant story.

However, In this book's case, I think the thing that could have been better defined is: Ari lost weight... really, just in response to other peoples' comments.

And while that's really really realistic (more on how VERY REALISTIC this book is in a sec), boy oh boy do people feel compelled to comment on fat bodies, I feel... frustrated that Ari changed himself (that his parents made him change himself) because people told him to. It lessens the idea that he is "figuring out who he really is" over the course of the story -- would he be pretty fine with who he "is" if mean people weren't always telling him, "it's bad to be fat"? I think he would, because on page 2 right off the bat, Ari tells us: "Even though I'm overweight, I can still do everything everyone else can...but people just see me as different."

I think if the framing was different, if the focus was that Ari wanted to change his body because he didn't actually like eating a lot of food but just felt trapped by bad coping skills, or that he wanted to do a sport that was difficult for him, or something like that, this would be a much more powerful story. I think we could have had both the realistic bullying AND also Ari realizing that being more fit made HIM feel better since he could do [specific activity that he couldn't before]. Because I do want to cheer for Ari to do awesome activities that maybe he couldn't before! I don't really want to cheer for Ari to change his body because mean people told him he should.

Basically, my takeaway from the book was this: Ari's parents and doctors are bad people for putting him on this crash diet. I think what I personally wanted from this book is: I wanted Ari to have more space to be mad at those people for putting him on this crash diet because he loves himself!

This book still deserves a high rating IMO because it is SO realistic, so raw, and I think would still be a good (careful) read for young people who are trying to figure out how they feel about themselves. The self-harm scene is heartbreaking. The way Ari describes his cravings and his relationship with food makes sense as-is even if I wish there was more of him, himself, realizing he doesn't want to eat like that anymore. I love the way Ari and his friends bond over their activities that have nothing to do with a person's size or appearance. I think the way crushes are handled makes sense. I love how Ari starts applying lessons he learns from the Rabbi in his adventures.

Really, overall, this is powerful. It's just that I think changing the framing would have made this truly a haunting AND triumphant experience.

(Content warnings: self-harm, some alcohol/tobacco use, some antisemitic speech)