This Will Be My Undoing: Living at the Intersection of Black, Female, and Feminist in (White) America
This Will Be My Undoing: Living at the Intersection of Black, Female, and Feminist in (White) America book cover

This Will Be My Undoing: Living at the Intersection of Black, Female, and Feminist in (White) America

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From one of the fiercest critics writing today, a compelling and revelatory collection of linked essays that interweaves personal experience with incisive commentary on pop culture, feminism, black history, misogyny, and racism --This text refers to the paperback edition. Morgan Jerkins is a twenty-something-year-old living and writing in New York. She graduated from Princeton with an AB in comparative literature, specializing in nineteenth-century Russian and modern Japanese literature, and has an MFA from the Bennington Writing Seminars. Jenkins is currently a contributing editor at Catapult and a Book of the Month judge. She has also written for Vogue, the Atlantic, Rolling Stone, the New Yorker, the Guardian, andthe New York Times, among many others. --This text refers to the audioCD edition. From the Inside Flap From one of the fiercest critics writing today, a compelling and revelatory collection of linked essays that interweaves personal experience with incisive commentary on pop culture, feminism, black history, misogyny, and racism --Alexander Chee, author of Edinburgh and Queen of the Night --This text refers to an alternate kindle_edition edition. A writer to be reckoned with. -- "Roxane Gay, New York Times bestselling author" In the provocative essays collected in her first book, Jerkins meditates on how it feels to be a black woman in the United States today...Reveals complicated, messily human responses to knotty problems. Never intended as the final word on the black female experience in America today, it uncovers the effect of social forces on one perceptive young woman. -- "Kirkus Reviews" Jerkins provides awareness into her own complexities-college-educated, black, female, Millennial, feminist-in an attempt to figure out where she fits in and in an effort to uncover the intricacies of her multilayered identity. -- "Library Journal" Jerkins' forthright examination of her own experiences leads to a triumphant reclaiming of blackness in all its power. -- "Booklist" Jerkins's debut collection of essays forces readers to reckon with the humanity black women have consistently been denied...Personal, inviting, and fearless as she explores the racism and sexism black women face in America...[A] gorgeous and powerful collection. -- "Publishers Weekly (starred review)" Morgan Jerkins is only twenty-six, and yet the wisdom packed in her essay collection is transcendent. -- "Off the Shelf" This raw, compelling memoir makes for an outstanding audiobook, and the author's narration is well done. The depth of her intelligence is immediately obvious, but what's more riveting is her brutal honesty and her willingness to speak her truth-both beautiful and messy...This book is a must-listen-both funny and heartbreaking-but more importantly, it is an eye-opening call to action. -- "AudioFile" --This text refers to the audioCD edition. Read more

Features & Highlights

  • From one of the fiercest critics writing today, Morgan Jerkins’ highly-anticipated collection of linked essays interweaves her incisive commentary on pop culture, feminism, black history, misogyny, and racism with her own experiences to confront the very real challenges of being a black woman today—perfect for fans of Roxane Gay’s
  • Bad Feminist
  • , Rebecca Solnit’s
  • Men Explain Things to Me
  • , and Chimamanda Ngozie Adichie’s
  • We Should All Be Feminists.
  • Morgan Jerkins is only in her twenties, but she has already established herself as an insightful, brutally honest writer who isn’t afraid of tackling tough, controversial subjects. In
  • This Will Be My Undoing
  • , she takes on perhaps one of the most provocative contemporary topics: What does it mean to “be”—to live as, to
  • exist
  • as—a black woman today? This is a book about black women, but it’s necessary reading for all Americans.Doubly disenfranchised by race and gender, often deprived of a place within the mostly white mainstream feminist movement, black women are objectified, silenced, and marginalized with devastating consequences, in ways both obvious and subtle, that are rarely acknowledged in our country’s larger discussion about inequality. In
  • This Will Be My Undoing
  • , Jerkins becomes both narrator and subject to expose the social, cultural, and historical story of black female oppression that influences the black community as well as the white, male-dominated world at large. Whether she’s writing about
  • Sailor Moon
  • ; Rachel Dolezal; the stigma of therapy; her complex relationship with her own physical body; the pain of dating when men say they don’t “see color”; being a black visitor in Russia; the specter of “the fast-tailed girl” and the paradox of black female sexuality; or disabled black women in the context of the “Black Girl Magic” movement, Jerkins is compelling and revelatory.

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A black woman becoming more her black self

I identified with this woman in so many places though we probably couldn't be more different in some ways. I actually cried when she was trying to fit in with white girls trying out for the cheerleading squad. My tears were happy when she described the meaning of Michelle Obama. I squirmed when she wanted the black boys to find her attractive enough to sexually assault (smack her backside) I loved her for giving us a sense of Harlem and a sense of what an attitude of respectability politics looks like when it's falling away. I felt less alone when she spoke of achievement and success not coming fast enough and sometimes relationships not coming at all. I was grateful for her section on daily meditation, accepting ones own black beauty, and forgiving mothers and grandmothers who couldn't teach us to stand tall because they grew up just trying to survive. This is an amazing black girl book for black girls who didn't grow up in all black spaces
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To say I have half of the book highlighted, is an understatement

I am thoroughly glad one of Morgan's sisters, who I know from undergrad, told me that she was coming out with a book. While I'm sure I would have come across at some point, I made the effort to keep it at the forefront of my mind. I have been telling people that this book is coming for what seems like months now, and it did not disappoint in the slightest.

I have at least half of the book highlighted, and a list of other books and papers to add to my list of things to read in the near future. I related to so much of her thoughts of her past, and of her present. I can also relate to some of the industry struggles, as a BW trying to move up in politics. A tad too personal and raw for me in some spots, but what's a little discomfort if the author herself is willing to be so vulnerable?

A quality read for black and non-black women.
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Beautiful prose that intertwines memoir, social and historical contexts. Thought provoking and intimate. Transversed a myriad of emotions while reading. Her analysis of her experience in context of White America is reasoned, but not haughty

Beautiful prose that spans memoir, anthropology and history. Fresh, thought provoking and intimate. Author presents reasoned analysis of her experience in the context of a Euro-Centric society that is not haughty. The emotions evoked by this book ran the gamut. I constantly found myself picking up the phone to discuss with friends.
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this book is So Important

As a white feminist, I am so grateful for Ms Jerkins's willingness to share her experiences so openly. I want to understand at least a little of what it means to be so unprotected by the privilege I enjoy, and listening to her story has been an honor and a truly thought provoking experience. I hope I never look at another Black woman in the same way again.
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Fantastic series of essays chronicling how Jerkins viewed herself

Fantastic series of essays chronicling how Jerkins viewed herself, and how she observed the world observing her, through different stages of her life. From grade school, to college at Princeton, to traveling to Japan and Russia, and to the publishing world of NYC, Jerkins shares anecdote after anecdote of her Otherness.

I loaded up the Quotes section of this book, but here's one I really want to highlight:

"We cannot come together if we do not recognize our differences first. These differences are best articulated when women of color occupy the center of the discourse while white women remain silent, actively listen, and do not try to reinforce supremacy by inserting themselves in the middle of the discussion."
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4. 5 Impressed by how much Morgan Jerkins managed ...

4.5 Impressed by how much Morgan Jerkins managed to achieve in this book. Chapters flow seamlessly across the personal, the historical, and the cultural in this narrative of black girlhood and womanhood. Most of the cultural references she touches on are ones I'm familiar with, but she brought them together in ways I would not have understood otherwise, especially her analysis of Swing Time and Girlhood. Her voice is honest, assertive, and vulnerable.
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Must Read

I don't know Morgan Jerkins and, to my knowledge, have not read any of her previous works but, after reading this book, I'm convinced that she must know me. In my 31 years of living in a world that has always had a hard time digesting all the parts of me- my ethnicity, my intellect, my womanhood, my perceived socioeconomic status, my femininity- at once, I have never felt so wholly understood. It felt as though the author took my inner musings, my most complex thoughts and all the feelings I've been holding on to because I'm either unwilling or unable to work them all the way out and spilled them onto paper in the most beautiful, insightful, poetic prose. I definitely recommend this book to any black girl or woman of color looking for her voice and trying to figure out the space she will occupy in this world. I also highly recommend it to everyone that has ever known, thought they knew or wanted to know her
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Really good.

A really powerful series of essays that reminded me of what I was feeling in my 20s but could never articulate. This personal reflection of the black woman’s experience is personal and powerful.
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Just bearable

It was not written well, nor was it thought provoking. But it was her perspective and story to tell, I was along for the view only and was not moved by it
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This is a must read!

This is a must read, very powerful and at times I had to put the book down to fully take in what I was reading and sit with my own experiences. Beautifully written!
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